Yesterday Carvana came to pick up my husbands car and took it away and paid me money for it. Easy and quick. My widows group on FB is proud of me for being able to do that. Today i had my getting to know session for trauma therapy. Along with a safety action plan in …
Grace
Remember to give yourself Grace today. You deserve it. You’re only human
My Life is so exciting
Today I didn’t accomplish as much as I wanted to as I was kind of bound by someone else schedule, but that is okay. Today my modem and router decided to take a shit so I had to go get a new one. That took a little time because i didn’t have a so called …
The Cake from My last Entry
The cake from my last entry was not entirely homemade. The cake itself was Chocolate Fudge mix from Betty Crocker Supermoist cake mix but the glaze was made by me. Heres the recipe for the Glaze: Ingredients 5 oz (140 g) of bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, chopped 3/4 cup (180 ml) of Heavy Cream 1 …
Memorial
My husbands memorial was today after worship service at my in-laws Lutheran church they used to attend. Both my husband and I are also Lutheran and were members of a Lutheran church in Orlando. My father-in-law passed in like 2018 and my mother-in-law is in memory care so she doesn’t attend church anymore. We attended …
SOLD
Finally Sold my husbands car. Carvana Took forever to accept the car and then the offer expired and I had to resubmit the car and of course the offer went down by $1000 but that is okay. And they want $90 to come pick it up. Can’t drive it because it is not registered to …
Sadder, But Wiser.
This weekend I anticipate being very hard and emotional for me. This weekend is the memorial for my husband. I am not dreading it like I was when he first died. At that point I was angry and heartbroken and didn’t want to have a memorial at all. Absolutely horrible I know. But its how …
My husband died
Exactly one month ago today my husband died. Self inflicted gunshot wound to the mouth. I found him in the morning when I came out from the bedroom to get ready for work. I am devastated, heart broken and angry at him for him for leaving me all alone in the world, He was my …
Follow up Mammogram
I had my right breast follow up mammogram on June 14. I actually got my results over the weekend but I waited to I had my doctors follow up appointment to get the official results. There are no suspicious masses and they can see postoperative changes but that it! Outstanding. Started having hot flashes about …